First shift at a kitchen today. Busy. Is my soul incongruent with the working world? I must frame the job as a challenge. An opportunity to learn, not something to be defined by.
Girlfriend broke up with me. She has depression, and would ruin my life if I stayed with her. It still feels wrong though. To not be together.
Can't help but be attracted to every girl in my life. Summertime sentience has come again and people just seem to feel like more. And I can't get enough. I think it's mutual. My head has retired. Heart sort of. Soul remains, the belly. I can do anything. My soul is very strong.
